I was going to start this
post with, “When I think about my Type 1 Diabetes…” But the truth is, I almost
never think about my Type 1 Diabetes. I especially do not mention to people
that I have it—I leave people to find out on their own. I do not see it as
something that defines me, and I only bring it up when absolutely necessary. Much
like my research on muscle memory, the everyday efforts to maintain my T1D have
become so engrained in my thought process that I tend to take up very little
day-to-day time actively thinking about my disease. Sure, I have to take the
time to put the needle onto my insulin pen, or take the time to give myself a
shot before bed, or take the time to test my blood sugar four times a day. But
when it comes down to it, I really do not think about how diabetes affects my
life simply because it is now a part
of my life. My life includes diabetes.